Cognizance

On the first day of xmas my best friend gave to me
Her friendship without hidden fees
On the second day of xmas my best friend gave to me
All of her love
And her friendship without hidden fees
On the third day of xmas my best friend gave to me
Hugs and then
All of her love
And her friendship without hidden fees
On the fourth day of xmas my best friend gave to me
Motivating words,
Hugs and then
All of her love
And her friendship without hidden fees
On the fifth day of xmas my best friend gave to me
Laughter and things
Motivating words,
Hugs and then
All of her love
And her friendship without hidden fees
On the sixth day of xmas my best friend gave to me
Promises of staying
Laughter and things
Motivating words
Hugs and then
All of her love
And her friendship without hidden fees
On the seventh day of xmas my best friend gave to me
Her smile overbrimming
Promises of staying
Laughter and things
Motivating words
Hugs and then
All of her love
And her friendship without hidden fees
On the eight day of xmas my best friend gave to me
A day to myself
Her smile overbrimming
Promises of staying
Laughter and things
Motivating words
Hugs and then
All of her love
And her friendship without hidden fees
On the nineth day of xmas my best friend gave to me
A break for romancing
A day to myself
Her smile overbrimming
Promises of staying
Laughter and things
Motivating words
Hugs and then
All of her love
And her friendship without hidden fees
On the tenth day of xmas my best friend gave to me
Her heart for the keeping
A break for romancing
A day to myself
Her smile overbrimming
Promises of staying
Laughter and things
Motivating words
Hugs and then
All of her love
And her friendship without hidden fees
On the eleventh day of xmas my best friend gave to me
A shoulder when I’m crying
Her heart for the keeping
A break for romancing
A day to myself
Her smile overbrimming
Promises of staying
Laughter and things
Motivating words
Hugs and then
All of her love
And her friendship without hidden fees
On the twelfth day of xmas my best friend gave to me
A call to say she’s coming
A shoulder when I’m crying
Her heart for the keeping
A break for romancing
A day to myself
Her smile overbrimming
Promises of staying
Laughter and things
Motivating words
Hugs and then
All of her love
And her friendship without hidden fees

Hi again. So I’m here writing while everyone is sleeping. UCSB has been good to me. Finals are over, I have an apartment for next year (living with Chantha and Demerie while the guys live like practically 10 feet away from us in another unit), and also I’m back in San Jose for two weeks. Yep, life is good. :] I haven’t written in a while because I usually write when there’s something I need to update on or rant about or something. Well, yea, things are alright in my mental state. I mean, my mom is fine, Andrew’s more or less fine, my father is fine, I get to see my friends and if they aren’t fine than I can make them fine, and I’m fine. I mean, I still have these thoughts sometimes and I get sad, but I’m learning to just let go. And I guess it gets easier if you don’t think about letting go either. Just let it happen. One of my friends likes me. So I guess that counts for something. I mean, I’m kinda ehh about boys right now so we’ll see how that goes. He’s really sweet. Oh! I get to spend tons of times with friends too~! Alright :D I’m ready for the world. Bring on my two weeks!

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(by ehkasi)