I don’t know anymore
Have you ever had those moments where you wanted something so bad that you were willing to fight to get it and then in the end, you find out the fight isn’t worth it even though you still want to keep fighting? It’s quite strange really. Now I feel as though I can’t continue to act like myself fully. And now I feel like nothing is motivating. Why should I do this if it’s going to get criticized? Why should I do this if it is going to be contested? Why should I do this at all?
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Right now I’m singing at the top of my lungs,
With not a single care in the world
And it feels right to me.
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