Here I am looking at this email that tells me my internship is going to start at 0800 on Wednesday with a meeting. It seems kind of surreal. These two days before that fateful day, I will be doing what I have always been doing, but after that, what will my life look like? What will it revolve around? The sheriff’s department? I have found that I gravitate towards sociology of law mostly. I am very interested in the prison system and I was moved when my professor talked about prison for profit for the past week. I was inspired. I feel as though if someone pushed me, I would write an article. I would learn it all. It feels like I have found something I can do and that I am very passionate about it. I feel as though I can talk about it to other people and know what I am talking about. It’s all very different than the freshman that I had been, so sure that I wanted to go into psychology, so sure that I wanted to do something along those lines - only to be yanked away from that path and put on another path. One that I would have never chosen to start out with, but looking back, wondering why I never thought to go onto that path in the beginning. I am going to be busy. And I want to look back a week or so later to see what my life is like then. It might not change at all, or it might make my whole life change. Who knows.
Busyness